I related to a lot of this program.  Never been sure if I’m bipolar or if it’s just a tug of war between previously diagnosed hyperactivity and clinical depression.  Doesn’t matter.  Is what it is.  Like anything else, my moods and issues have good aspects if I look for them.  Especially the hyperactivity.  I love that sometimes.  I wouldn’t want to medicate it away, especially now that I’ve found people who like me even more when I’m manic.